I have good days and bad days.
Today has been a bad day.
I freaked out on the tram on the way to school this morning, my “friend” took my seat in maths which meant I was right next to the teacher, the left side of my earphones broke, my sister stayed home as she’s recently had surgery so I was worrying about her, and some other stupid little things.
The only good thing that happened today was my last class at school bring cancelled which meant I finished at 12:45.
Different things can happened to me if I’m having bad days. Today (and right now), for example, I kind of feel like I’m in a dream. I find it difficult to take in the things around me. I feel like I’m floating. Everything is “fuzzy”. I’m able to keep most of my anxious thoughts under control so I’m not totally freaking out (yet).
I’ve been wasting away the time I should be spending on homework by reblogging my feelings on Tumblr.
If anyone is out there who suffers from anxiety or similar mental illnesses and can relate, feel free to leave a comment. I’m always up for a chat :)